| I just sooooo tired all the time and this waiting is a killer. And (shhhh, don't tell anyone) but my nerves are shot and I get really really angry when people are so DULL and refuse to take initiative, or multi-task...and I have zero patience for those types. And, when I phone in the the DR's office and get silly run-arounds and 'tude when I call for my Mom's health needs, well that just burns me..yet, go figure -- because I *need* them and their support for future health issues with Mom or me, I have to not only take it from them, but bend over and grin while it happens! ;p~~~~~~~~ In 40 minutes I have a Marilyn appoinment... and I hope it does some goodstuff for me...some insight or help. I really really really REALLY need a vacation...a space and time for me. Simply me (and the cats ). I need to regenerate the ol' battery...there has to be a way, I need to find that way -- but it doesn't appear to be in my future at all -- seems like I just have to keep after everyone and clean up after everyone and think for everyone and then, take their moods tossed at me and swallow it until I burst.
Maybe that's the thing that obstructs my Bowel and got me to ER yesterday? orrrrr...maybe it resides in my left one, hence, the elusive thing they couldn't find? I wonder, can technology see via xray, but not ultrasound, emotional bile? LOL I can see the artical in JAMA now! My gut is hurting again -- no big news that, I overdid today, but that was more because things have to get done DONE and some who are "helping" are creating more problems and more work because of their realities and inability to move faster than a snail, nor retain information unless it deals directly with their own stuff. Oh, my kingdom for some time in Antiqua [with my cats of course -- can you imagine their delight in such a nice white huge litter box au naturale]?!? They really need some time to recover too -- we all turn to them for love and calm -- they just keep on giving and giving and giving to alluvusns! Poor wee ones. At least they can go to the cathouse during the day if so inclined. Count down to Marilyn...
just about 25 minutes more....
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